1862
Oh did I offend it—[Didn't it want me to tell it the truth] Daisy
–Daisy—offend it—who bends her smaller life to him (it's) meeker (lower) every
day—who only asks—a task—[who] something to do for love of it—some little way
she cannot guess to make that master glad—
A love so big it scares her, rushing amoung her small heart—pushing
aside the blood and leaving her faint (all) and white in the gust's arm—
Daisy—who never flinched thro' that awful parting, but held her life so
tight he should not see the wound—who would have sheltered him in her childish
bosom (Heart)—only it was'nt big eno' for a Guest so large—this Daisy—grieve
her Lord—and yet it (she) often blundered—perhaps she grieved (grazed) his
taste—perhaps her odd—Backwoodsman [life] ways [troubled] teased his finer
nature (sense). Daisy [fea] knows all that—but she must go unpardoned—teach
her, preceptor grace—teach her majesty—Slow (Dull) at patrician things—Even the
wren upon her nest learns (knows) more than Daisy dares—
Low at the knee that bore her once unto [royal] wordless rest [now] Daisy [stoops a] kneels a culprit—tell her [offence] fault—Master—if it is [not so] small eno' to cancel with her life, [Daisy] she is satisfied—but punish [do not] dont banish her—shut her in prison, Sir—only pledge that you will forgive—sometime—before the grave, and Daisy will not mind—She will awake in [his] your likeness.
Wonder stings me more than the Bee—who did never sting me—but made gay
music with his might wherever I [may] [should] did go—Wonder wastes my pound,
you said I had no size to spare—
You send the water over the Dam in my brown eyes—
I've got a couch as big as a thimble—But I dont care for that—I've got
a Tomahawk in my side but that dont hurt me much. [If you] Her master stabs her
more—
Wont he
come to her—or will he let her seek him, never minding [whatever] so long
wandering [out] if to him at last.
Oh how the sailor strains, when his boat is filling—Oh
how the dying tug, till the angel comes. Master—open your life wide, and take
me in forever, I will never be tired—I will never be noisy when you want me to
be still. I will be [glad] [as the] your best little girl—nobody else will see
me, but you—but that is enough—I shall not want any more—and all that Heaven
only will disappoint me—will be because it's not so dear
The End